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+ desktop
+ burberry wallet
+ BB cream from skin food
+ eye masks
+ support pillow
+ winter wear
+ shades
+ kose black mask
+ suntan kakis
+ facial package/kaki
+ guitar lessons
+ repaint bedroom
+ car

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TheShow.mp3 - Lenka

gan dongs.

what have i done to deserve this?

i am truely touched by all of the cares and concerns. thanks alot people.. =)
i'm still surviving here. i was so touched when i received this from my boss...
"...nice to hear from you =) makes me feel like you're in office. 2 seats away =)"

ahhhh~ so sweets.


mumbling on
Monday, November 09, 2009 at 11:28 AM



there are two sides to a coin, and one says "positive".


mumbling on
Thursday, November 05, 2009 at 10:12 AM

ostrich.

i love running away when i see problems.
i'll try ways to just sweep things under the carpet.
i'll try to convince myself to give up.
i'll try to go the easiest way out, with the least hurt and pain.

screwed. helpless.


mumbling on
Wednesday, November 04, 2009 at 1:08 PM

laugh at me.

i planned to wash clothes @ the hotel's laundromat today.
it cost me 4 x quarter dollar coins to wash, and another similar amount to dry.

ok, this is not the main point.

took out 4 x quarter dollar, insert into machine and waited. and then i thought i would have enough money for the washing machine but not enough coins for the dryer!!! geesh. i frantically looked for help from my next door colleague, but he doesnt have coins too. sads. SO, i walked past this vending machine that accepted notes. Being the rather smart me, I tried to put in a dollar note and pressed the coin return. and wooots!! 4 x quarter dollar coins came out!!!

this is not the main point either.

back to the laundromat, put the washed clothes in the dryer and inserted 4 x quarter dollars and i heard water gushing out. O_O its another washing machine lar!!!! NOT DRYER.

so i ended up washing my clothes twice and spending twice the amount to dry my clothes.
shortlived smartness. nice.


mumbling on
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 at 12:57 PM

@ US

i'm safe and sound and settled in US, Lawton.

long flight journey, i almost felt like taking another plane and head back to Singapore. and, i'm so not prepared for this trip. i can even forget to bring pen and paper lars! how to work like that. zzz.

this definitely wasnt a trip that i'm looking forward to. i wasnt even excited, didnt even bring out camera to take shots on plane and in the different transiting airports. This is so not me. Lugging the heavy luggage and and dragging feet along. the only carrot in front of me is... yars, u-should-know-what. Anyway, the few photos taken.....(we've got a nice SUV by the way.)



this will be where i'm staying for the next 18 nights......pretty cool, pretty comfy. i'll survive.

and its like burger for every meal. *puke* the serving is large, i always cant finish the food. wasteful~~~~ 2 days n i'm alr sick of fries.

i totally miss home lars. =(



mumbling on
Monday, November 02, 2009 at 12:39 PM

a lil adventure on a sunday evening.


i am missing those secondary sch days, when a group of us would go house visiting after school. most of the time in the name of "doing projects", so as to play n slack together.

nice yanjun offered to lend me some winter clothings for my US trip. with her stash of clothes laid on bed, she began to explain the different outfit for different coldness. it's gonna be my first time overseas for winter! this girl is so nice, that she even offered to cook us dinner! so we had spag and hot chocolate! i stood aside, watching her whipped up our dinner. heh.

such a nice girlfren to have. =)


mumbling on
Sunday, October 18, 2009 at 11:40 PM

escapist, something random.

i messed things up.

the moment of giving in to temptation always end up having some complications. thats when i'm trying hard to make things right again. no matter how, no matter what. its like shitting in the pants and trying to clear it up. tsktsk. pls drop me reminders to keep myself in-control.

the week wasnt great after all. i'm getting jitters on my US trip as the date got nearer. (shopping list.. anyone?) roar. i dont feel competent lars........ jia lat. this is like an impending nightmare that gives me butterflies in the stomach. *shudders* =(

on another note, i'm really not a girl for sweet nothings.
give me goosebumps and sense of insecurity. so pls dont try.
n pls, keep at bay. anything further, i'll crash.


i'm attracted to ppl that's not attracted to me.


mumbling on
at 12:01 PM

the ugly truth.

how true?
felt like deja vu.
i wont walk into the trap.
keep in control.


mumbling on
Sunday, October 11, 2009 at 1:58 AM